everything just feels so wrong. nothing feels right. not even closing my eyes to try and sleep ill work.
do you ever feel like no matter how hard you try and pick out whats wrong you still cant get it?
even when you need that person to help you. to talk to you. feel your pain with you. cuddle you and kiss you.
you just get to the point where you're stuck.
nothing can fix this.
no matter what i do right now i just cant find the spot to make me sleep. i feel so spaced out. so jaded.
i think its time for me to try again.